peoms 1 : only when im alone

Only when I’m alone can my true thoughts come to light, When I’m alone I can think to myself without question.
"My life, My Problems" That’s what I say. It's not true.
I want to share my feelings, to allow another gaze inside my mind. But there’s nobody like that. Nobody I care about enough to even tell them exactly what I’m thinking about
There is only one I think about telling Only one I could tell. It may not be you, I don’t know
Soon I’ll decide. But only when I’m alone